If life had a remote that would be sweet

Ive been thinking about what life would be like if we could pause. I think if i could pause moments one of them would have to be when my mum is angry, i would pause it and fix what she is angry about. I also think sleep would be something i would pause, so that i could be sleeping at the same time as doing other stuff if it could work that way.

To be honest i think i would actually pause a lot of things just so i could have a sweet sleep. Set up on a sunday is something i would pause for ages so i could sleep in until i feel like waking up. Some messages after set up are very difficult so i think being able to pause them so i could sleep then resuming them after a power nap, just so i can receive the goodness from the Holy Spirit and not have to be in a constant fight with my body and mind.

I feel like this is a momentous thing because i have split what i would usually do in one paragraph into three. Then if life had a rewind moment, i think i would rewind back to some key moments in my life, i would go back to my Dads bed side on February 25 2009 and spend some more time with him. I would rewind back to the day i got saved which i cant remember the date of. I would go back to all the conferences that ive gone to and get touched again. I would probably re wind to some stupid mistakes in my life and beat myself up before i do them.

If life had a fast forward button i would go to the date my brother meets the lord, i would go to the day when church is in the stadium, i think i would probably go and find out who i get married to. I would find out when i die.

I guess its cool to think of being able to do all that but its that uncertainty about the future that makes its so awsome, i dont want to know what date my brother meets the lord, that would either shatter my faith for him now or make me not even believe that he will get saved. I am content just believing that today is the day he will get saved. I wouldnt go and change my past because its those things that ive learnt from that build be into the person i am today.I dont want to know when i die, i just want to live life to the full now. Thats why im glad im not outside of time and God is.